miércoles, 23 de mayo de 2012

Didn't you know how much I love you.

I remember the way you made love to me like I was all you'd ever need. Did you change your mind? Well I didn't change mine. Now here I am trying to make sense of it all, we were best friends now we don't even talk. You broke my heart, ripped my world apart. Didn't you know how much I love you, didn't you know how much I love you baby? I gave you everything, every part of me. Didn't you feel it when I touched you, didn't I rock you when I loved you baby? Baby tell me, didn't you know how much I love you?
I can't get you out of my head, I still feel you in this bed, left me all alone, you couldn't be more gone. From falling apart to fighting mad, from wanting you back to not giving a damn. I've felt it all, I've been to the wall. One day justice will come and find you, and I'll be right there in your memory to remind you.
Didn't you know how much I love you? Didn't you know how much I love you baby? I gave you everything, every part of me. Didn't you feel it when I touched you? Didn't I rock you when I loved you baby? 
Baby tell me, didn't you know how much I love you?


It fucking hurts, specially when you're not here.

Me abrazas y no siento tu calor. Mentira.
Sí, siento tu calor. Sí, siento tu perfume. Sí, siento tu respiración en mi cuello. Sí, siento tu piel contra la mía. Eso es lo que más me molesta, que te siento, incluso aunque no quiera. 
Además de sentirte te extraño. Extraño tu risa, tu voz, tu perfume, tus besos, tu piel. Extraño las tardes de café y galletas, de siesta, de escondernos de tu hermano, de estar a escondidas. Extraño las noches de películas, de besos, de mimos. Te extraño a vos conmigo.
Te necesito también. Necesito que me digas 'Te amo', que me digas 'Sos mía', que me digas 'Estás loca pero sos my crazy girl'. Necesito ser parte tuya otra vez, necesito que me necesites y me extrañes como yo lo hago. Pero a pesar de todo eso, me abstengo de reproches; porque lo único que necesito ahora es que me vuelvas a querer, como antes.